I believe I am the only person in the world that does not enjoy being a stay at home mom. It really has nothing to do with Adrien, I love being with him and being the one to take care of him, but I hate sitting at home!!!!!! I hate this stupid routine that I am stuck in, and to make things worse I have had to cut back on my addiction (shopping) so we can save some money, double UGHHH!! I developed this huge addiction because of the deployment, all I did was shop to keep me busy, and I probably did this everyday, it honestly made me forget about everything and made me feel better, and I don't use the word "addiction" lightly, I seriously had withdraws when Ryan came home.
If I wanted to get out of the apartment then I would probably be stuck working in a store or some place where all my co-workers are 16. Been there done that, I want something more for myself but I have no idea what. I never knew what I wanted to be when I "grew up" when I was little, and I still have no idea! I think I'll just join the Army......ok, I'm really not serious with that :)
Oh yeah, 2 more days until my baby boy's first birthday :) All I have to say is, WOW ::sniff::sniff::
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
I dont like this!
Posted by Christi at 7:31 AM
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I know how you feel about being at home and being stuck in a routine. When I had my first three, and was in my twenties, I really craved to have something more in life. Not because I didnt love my kids, but I just needed to have something else to make me feel good. Having no secondary education, the jobs I did take on were horrid. And then, when I was on my own, I was forced to work at these jobs. Blah....
Now I am more than a decade older and I enjoy being home. But we also just purchased our first home, and that has a lot to do with it.
Maybe if you guys are able to buy a house, that will help a bit. Something to look forward to, maybe some gardening? OR decorating? Maybe you'll find out you have a real knack for something that you haven't tried yet. :) Best of luck!
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